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sadness
Monday, June 29, 2009


sadness is in my eyes now ... i couldn't think straight, didn't focus in lesson, i couldn't eat properly , didn't had a nice meal since the thing happen, is like i am a drunken person , drifting to the place i want to be.. never had this kind of feeling before.......

i am so miserable , i wish i could just sleep in the ocean bay and never wake up from this nightmare..... its so so so so hard for me to accept it, i had fail myself.......... this is so torturing , all i can do now is wait ................... date is getting closer , your words are making me Rainer .the feeling is getting limit...what should i do .............????? i couldn't control it,

lose myself ..................

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-Crumpler backpack-bag(black) -get bike licence
-Mac destop
-score a better GPA
-sucessfull 21 birthday party
-Get in to universtiy(NIE)
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- crumpler bag back- yee ross( black or green)
-crumpler bag- sinking barage
- crumpler bag-headaitch
-fred perry t-shirt ( M size)
-volta shirt
- razer key board ... with light
- armani exchange belt, AX symbol
- mac book...
- Porter bag... black jack...(11219-018 TOTE)
- fresh imp jeans..

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