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sadness
Monday, June 29, 2009


sadness is in my eyes now ... i couldn't think straight, didn't focus in lesson, i couldn't eat properly , didn't had a nice meal since the thing happen, is like i am a drunken person , drifting to the place i want to be.. never had this kind of feeling before.......

i am so miserable , i wish i could just sleep in the ocean bay and never wake up from this nightmare..... its so so so so hard for me to accept it, i had fail myself.......... this is so torturing , all i can do now is wait ................... date is getting closer , your words are making me Rainer .the feeling is getting limit...what should i do .............????? i couldn't control it,

lose myself ..................

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MEMORIES OF US
Saturday, June 27, 2009


To you

its been 1 month plussssssssssssss............. r/s i guess my mind now is like a broken video recorder playing every image that the times we are together.......... just can't go off easily, i guess i am kind of devoted in every r/s , breaking up = breaks my heart , i can't take such a blow , i really don't want .. it affect my life now, my direction just go hare wire , i have no aim but you, what have happen to me now... i am just like a drunken person floating away from myself...






this is one of my favourite picture


MIssing you

when you 're not here
i think about you throughout every single day
i long for the happiness
you used to bring my way

i think about the memories
that i will always treasure
and dream about a perfect day
when we are back together....


HOLIDAYSSSsssss
Monday, June 8, 2009


Hi readers

i guess my blog is really dying soon , no post no nothing feel so empty in the spaces of space , feel so vacuum . Feeling lazy is always a option for me, okie so here i am ,back alive again, Holiday mood is just drifting me to my lala land and laziness .

okies lets talk about my busy holidays, and my holidays is burn dry with nothing for my own therapy like shopping and relax, its been very long since the last holiday i did shopping therapy, some of the event take place in my holiday was completing of FYP epsically that report, sports camp, working at PC show, chalet and friends birthday........... its so happening , but i just feel that i am not busy enough.

2nd june - its actually the first month of "us " but ended up i can just said that its a very disappointing one ...... haish went can you learn .............. give and take its the main reason to flow this ............................................

anyway i want to wish 4 friends happy birthday in my blog ahahahah June baby will be



- wei jie 6 june
just want to said that forget all the childish things we had quarrel in the past , we are still best friend always........ if i am not wrong 11 years of friendship , still courting--- happy 21 birthday my friend......

- jiayi - 7 june
although i am not that close with u but i still remember the times we work in bqt , all the best for yout SMU studies.. happy 19 birthday:)

- huiru- 8 june
lol thanks for inviting me to your chalet ,although we are just hi bye friends in RP but not forgetting the SEG camp days:)

-sok yun- 28 june
thought of it i guess its been along time we since contact, thanks for celebrating my birthday last year i appreciate it and your presents its broken, but i still remember that huge cup u gave me as a presents lol ,,,,,, thanks friend// happy 21 birthday too....


SPORTS CAMP
i had really enjoy this 3 days 2 night camp , i just love camp:) know lots of friends:)

i will leave the picture to do the talking



team ALL star never to forget




hazam elieen and me lol


lol what a group photo before slping




gotcha











the games we won



ahahaha so memorable

we ended up getting 2nd for the sports camp and won Nike water bottle:) yeah...




........... yeah .



WANTS AND HOPE


-Crumpler backpack-bag(black) -get bike licence
-Mac destop
-score a better GPA
-sucessfull 21 birthday party
-Get in to universtiy(NIE)
Wish list
- crumpler bag back- yee ross( black or green)
-crumpler bag- sinking barage
- crumpler bag-headaitch
-fred perry t-shirt ( M size)
-volta shirt
- razer key board ... with light
- armani exchange belt, AX symbol
- mac book...
- Porter bag... black jack...(11219-018 TOTE)
- fresh imp jeans..

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