KNOCK KNOCK who's there i am here and FEVER just come knocking on it, its been so long since i had a fever , and i hate to admit i have 1, so i decide to party all night long and work the next day, till is seriously in hot state , till my boss call it a day for me..., and i knew i can't continue .. so i went home. and i found out that i had a reallly high fever -38.6.... i was afraid that it almost damage my brain....... .. thanks to few panado i am right okie now.....................:) guys is not H1n1 so don't worry ahaha......................








........................ health is more important than anything, simply love myself .....

i have a vision , in mind , i have a goal , i have a aim, my heart go hard, i just want to play i just want to enjoy, i want to live life to the fullest?????? how can i?????????????? i had left out my night life activities seen the day ................... but right now i going to have fun, As havoc as possible ... but seems somthing is just lacking in my life

hi readers

Expressing ...



Sometimes i just cannot understand a person personality why people like to hold grudge , keep it so hard, keep it in your heart and have hard feeling, the more you hold the more stress you are, your breaking point is going to blow, when you can't stand it, you blow it, you are frustrated , you are sad , your emotion breakdown , can't think hard nor straight.... negative thoughts are all over you.... blame it to yourself for not doing it right cause in the end you are the one who needs to be blame and you need to admit it....................... so how does it reflects you??? ....



s-_-u-b-_-o-r-n.



'JUST' maybe all you need to do now is being optimistic ..............
HISTORY couldn't be change future couldn't be predict.....
but attitude can be change,weakness can be overcome,

Labels: listen to many, speak to a few

FRIENDS

i guess friends is one of the most important thing in life they accompany your boredom when you you are really bored, when you are in doubt of some problem they will try their best to give you their advice , be it's good or bad, sometimes to you its such a stupid advice but who know 's it will works:) , sometimes you just need a listening ear to throw all your worries to them , throw it in the sea and trash it in a bin or frust it in your kind of game... don't you agree??
everyone have different way's in expressing , basically in this very circle ,you group your friends in different category , and the inner the circle the closer you are with ........ and maybe when you got a girlfriend/ boyfriend , they will be in the middle of the circle with

for this post i just want to thanks to all my friends who is really caring when i need it who is concern when i am emotion, who tell me silly jokes when i feel down ,, this post is out to you guys:)

here are are some of my past picture taking with my friends:)








so unforgettable

Recently i been listening crush...........

and i feel that the lyrics is quiet meaning full

so i pick some words inside this song

there's a rush , i know this crush ain't going away, we are just friends is there more ???? why are you holding back?
or "do u want to make something last forever.......... or is just another crush... " i don't to crash

Labels: i can't smile without u

Don't worry guys its not H1n1 or what , its just love sick ........ maybe this thing is not a game to me anymore, its a serious thing now, i guess i am so serious that i can't even believe that i do so much , i put in so much i want it so much, i need it so much.. is it worth that much ... i need some one to just knock me out KO and right now i just want to go lala land . and.. ,maybe in my dreams i can follow MJ to his wonderland..........

okie enough of lala and wonder, cause the more u go la and the more you wonder , i will go lade....

anyway yesterday i went to watch.... revenge of the fallen... its like the coolest movie i have even seen..... the effects and visual is so amazing and i watch with li zhi yan bonbon.... thanks for watching with me although i know you don't like to watch action movie...... maybe next time a comedy or love story will be just perfect for us...

we watch at cwp just right after sch, and had our dinner at horizon is not kopitiam ..... and had hokien mee, its like 6 dollar la so large in topping........................

yeah and i bought some fishball and fried veg, at pasmalam and i regret buying that cause right now my stomach doesn't feel right and also diarrhea straight away after the movie .......


picture will be uploaded soon....

To jasmine Liew

Remember the first time ,i knew you was from rein , and the very first outing was in cinleisure and we went group outing with you ,xue qi and jia hui its like few years back in ITE times, and right now you are here with your white beautiful dress.......... bless you with all my blessing ahahah lol ,

Destination was at selatar country club................ woooo what a beautiful place to get married

u look xin fu ..

i guess the only thing to my contribution is being a free label photographer for u ..............................
so here are some nice moment

















sister of jasmine










our table


and after that went out with bonbon to orchard and next to went to Philip 21 birthday party................

what a full Saturday from morning till late........ and thanks daddy for lending me your car for the whole day..

and 1 more thing want to wish kyla happy 21 birthday in my blog hahahaa .......... words from me is ,don't always so emo, hahhahah just smile more, you will make your life more brighten...

Labels: ..... busy me

hi readers


i can't believe that time's just goes so fast............... one fine day jasmine call me up and tell me, hey i am getting married this Saturday lol........ i was shock... and the last time i met up with her was my 08 birthday:) hahaah lol we are all so busy........... didn't had chance to meet up each other for quite a long time.... and on Friday meet up with u guys to have some really precious moment together before the big day at astons..

and had a great chat with you guys so here are some of the fun picture we took.... lol ,










melisa





hahaahah jasmine was wondering its a boy or a girl???









i will never forget this moment buai ba family left out with rein li shi and adeline if not will be perfect buai ba family ahahhaa...............

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i just can't accept that u have to let me go................... ?????????
why you have to do that, i know u still have feelings for me ......
i know its hard for you, and is even harder for me.. to accept it... today is actually a special day for us , and i actually plan something for u, but your answer to ME is so not reality, i feel so stubborn , i could not accept it.

i feel like sleeping now to kill time and kill myself from reality , tell me what can i do to make it up to you. can some one please tell me to hold on to myself cause right now i am breaking down...... my lonely Thursday is just staring in the blank thinking of you..... i am rejected all over you , don't you believe in second chance??? Even criminal had a second chance , that's why yellow ribbon is put on certain occasion , why not us?? you said you love me , but why let me go?? cause you think is selfish to have me in your side, can i said i want you to be rather selfish right now .... cause i am also selfish i want you to be by my side 24/7....


you have win the battle but we have lost the war.......... am i right

i know i know i know the feeling is still right there........ but its not discover , i have to dig or dive into ,to grab that very chance of my...................... i am sorry to give you stresss, but all i want now is you

Labels: Do you believe in second chance

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Brunei Day 3 One year stint in brunei overseas trip:) may, june, WEDNESDAY..... fun fresh men ORIENTATION camP 2010 ...... SLV outing.... wow its been so long since i blog MY 21 birthday part.... ITS THE RIGHT TIME.... I AM SORRY